Day 15

Put your ipod on shuffle. First 10 songs that play.

1) Behind the wall of sleep- Black Sabbath.
2)My Iron Lung- Radiohead.
3)You know you're right- Nirvana.
4)Incense- Blackstratblues.
5)Canto 34- Five Finger Death Punch.
6) 4 chords that made a million- Porcupine Tree.
7) Claire De Lune- Debussy.
8)Javeda Zindagi - Dunno who.
9)Loser- Beck.
10)Freak on a leash- Korn.

Day 14.

I'm back!

Sorry for the absence. I was going through an... er... ugly phase of life and I didn't want to torture you poor souls with crappier stuff from my side.

So.

I'm hoping I'll stick to the posting THIS time around, at least.



A picture of you and your parents. 

Mommy's very pretty,no? :)

stuck.

sorry for the sporadic posts in what was supposed to be a 30 day challenge, but, sadly, it's looking like it's going to be alot more than that. Hell, not looking like, it is going to be more than that. I'd post the next post, but, right now, I'm stuck in a seminar. It's  the inaugral ceremony for a fest we have in our college. It's supposed to be the 'biggest' fest and so I thought I'll do something fun and I decided to volunteer. Man. Was I wrong. I've had to wake up at 6 a.m. on a sunday and travel all the way to college and what did I do here? Nothing. you got that right. NOTHING. I've gotten so bored that I've literally been begging the co-ordi's for some work. Meh. Atleast the a.c. in thr seminar hall is good. And thank god for wi-fi!! Wouldn't have been able to survive without it. Speaking of surviving, I'm not sure I'll be able to much longer. I haven't had a THING to eat since 7 a.m. and yesterday's dinner was 2 puri's. I feel faint. Can't type anylonger. Most people would update their facebook status if they're stuck in a seminar, but it's too public for me and since not many people read my blog anyway, I decided to post here. Sorry followers(thevairyfewthatthereare) for this post! I feel faint. Bai.  

Some day.

 It's another one of those days. Those that I really, really hate. When nothing makes sense. When I don't see any point in anything. When I want to yell at everyone around just because I can. When I'm always torn between the mad desire to laugh OR cry uncontrollably and end up doing a bit of both. When I write such emo stuff in my blog that I look back on later and wonder, WTF?
When (some)people annoy me. (more than they usually do) Their mere presence makes me repulsed. The t.v. shows keep playing every day. My facebook updates keep changing everyday. The date keeps changing everyday. And I haven't really done  anything. When I notice how much I write in  brackets, ( or wait, is parantheses the right word? ) and wonder if it's correct. And which somehow irks me. ( but I still can't stop.)


You went to school,
But the teachers made you feel a fool
While the children played with joy
You're the one who were avoid

Some day you will find a better place to stay
You'll never need to feel this way again

Show a smile,
They'd like to have you in the members club
They'll buy you drinks and tell you lies
Paper umbrella with some ice.

No one cares,
About that fucking pretty face you have,
It means nothing much this life
So find the highest cliff and dive.

Some day you will find a better place to stay
You'll never need to feel this way again. 




 I'm off now. No. I'm  not going to commit suicide, don't worry. I have to find out if I'll have my happy ending. Oh, I also have to complete this 30 day blog challenge. :P

Day 13

Your views on drugs, alcohol and religion.


Drugs: Scary shit. Except of course, pot. Which I want to try once. NO. I'm not going to become a druggie OR a pothead. I just want to listen to comfortably numb when I'm stoned. Going to happen after I graduate. (I hope)



Alcohol:  Don't have a problem with it. Unless

a) you come near me reeking of alcohol
b) you barf out all the shots that you took, that you know you weren't supposed to, near or in front of me.
*runs away at the mention of barf*




*comes back after making sure there's no b*** in sight*

Also, you should know how to keep things in control, and when not to pressurize other people intro drinking. You drink, put on loads of calories, add to that beer belly that's already forming, fine. Don't be judgemental of other's who don't. Or overly cheerful about others who do.

'Limit' is the keyword here.


Religion: Ah. I should probably dedicate a whole post to this. The thing is, I'm confused.
I'm not a believer, I'm not an atheist. I'm not an agnostic either. Or maybe I am. Well, the question here is about religion, and up until a couple days back, Religion was a pet peeve of mine. All the things it makes people do, all the irrational stuff in it, it just drove me mad. Like, really, really mad. It turns out there are some things I can worked up about. Who knew?

Anyway, I had a conversation with a friend which made me realize that I do not know enough about any religion to dismiss it as complete B.S. Nobody can, according to what she was telling, but still, it got me thinking, and er.. I don't have a point to make here. I'm terribly confused.


:-S

Day 12

Your favourite season and why.

Spring! Although I'm not really sure if such a season exists in India, at least, in Hyderabad. It seems like either it's HOT or not that hot. The past year it was surprisingly (in a good way) kinda cold. Wait. I got off topic..

So, I like the time when summer's beginning to fade and rainy's not set in just yet. The days are pleasant and you actually feel like getting your butt out there and doing something outdoorsy. THAT season.

Day 11

Your Zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I'm a Leo.

Here's what the internet says about Leo's:


Traditional
Leo Traits

Generous and warmhearted.
Creative and enthusiastic
Broad-minded and expansive
Faithful and loving

On the dark side....

Pompous and patronizing
Bossy and interfering
Dogmatic and intolerant


Hm.. Interesting.  I am NOT expansive, and I'm not too sure about the "loving" part either. Also, I'm not bossy or intolerant or interfering. The others..... I'd have to say I slightly agree. (About both the positives and the negatives)




But. The bottom line is, EVERY website I've been to claims that Leo's are outgoing? Outgoing! Hello? Last word anyone'd choose to describe me. So I'm not really sure on what to think about all these. Bleh.

P.S. I found out that I share my birthday with Ogden Nash and Cocoa Chanel. xD

A Caution To Everybody

Consider the Auk;
Becoming extinct because he forgot how to fly, and could only walk.
Consider man, who may well become extinct
Because he forgot how to walk and learned how to fly before he thinked.

Ogden Nash.

Day 10

Songs you listen to when you're Happy, Sad, Mad, Hyper or Bored.

Erm. I don't have particular songs for all the above categories. I keep going through "song phases", so irrespective of whether I'm sad or mad, I'll listen to the songs I'm listening to at that time.

But, I do certain songs for when I'm in/want to be in a zen state, or songs that get me worked up and energized.

"Calming songs"

1) Going To California- Led Zeppelin.
2)Perfect Day- The Velvet Underground
3)Mad World- Gary Jules
4)Echoes-part1- Pink Floyd
5)The End- The Doors.
6) No Surprises- Radiohead.
7) Creep- Radiohead.
8) Quequ'un M'a Dit- Carla Bruni
9)Yesterday- The Beatles
10) The Rain Song- Led Zeppelin
11) Asleep- The Smiths

"Energizing songs"
1) 2nd Stage- Kids Alive
2) Death Blooms- Mudvayne
3) Zetsubou Billy- Maximum The Hormone
4) Omerta- Lamb Of God.
5) What doesn't kill me makes me stronger- Ektomorf
6) Stupefy-Disturbed.
7) Blackwater Park- Opeth
8) I Love Rock n' Roll- Joan Jett.
9) Children Of The Grave- Black Sabbath.
10) Spit it out- Slipknot.
11)Sinner- Drowning Pool.
Edit:

Feel good songs.

1) There is a light that never goes out- The Smiths
2) This is the life- Amy Macdonald.
3) Sweet child O' mine- G n R
4) Losing My Religion- R.E.M.
5) Here Comes Your Man- The Pixies.
6) Hyacinth House- The Doors.
7) By The Way- R.H.C.P.
8)Vermillion- Slipknot
9)I'll be your mirror- Nico & The Velvet Underground.
10)The Man Who Sold The World- Nirvana.
11) Take Away My Pain- Dream Theater.

Day 09

Something you're proud of in the past few days:

Erm... Nothing comes to the mind. If the question was something you're NOT proud of in the past few days, then I'd say that I'm not AT ALL proud of the review I gave in a meeting of Vox Populi (Literary/thinker's/oratory club). I'd stayed up till 2 a.m. writing the damn review, and I went up on to the stage and panicked. P.A.N.I.C.K.E.D. I kept forgetting what I had to say, there were a lot of " uh.. um. so. and.," and I failed to make eye contact with people, and people told me it was more like a school elocution than a review and that I was speaking so fast that not a soul could understand what I was saying.

Awesome. Just freakin' awesome.

And uh.. coming to the original question, I'd say that I'm proud of listening to one ENTIRE C class. For the FIRST time since college started. Which is, let's see, it's been 4 months since college started and there're 5 classes of C&DS in every week, so in approximately 70 or so classes, this was the very first time. : O
I understood what she taught too. :O (Also, for the first time ever) 


Day 08

Short term goals for this month and why:

Read more. Finish at least one Symbi text . Study more. ( Okay, who am I kidding? I don't think I can EVER study more. Not that I study a lot. I mean to say that I can't put in more than the minimal effort I put in, and get more marks than the dismal marks that I do.)

Read more, because of the HBP, and also to.. wait? Why am I explaining why I need to READ more. Everyone has to.

I have to finish a Symbi text because

a) They're awesome

b) I HAVE TO.

c) See above.

Day 07

A picture of something/someone that has the biggest impact on you.

We all know I'm a nincompoop at making decisions right? Right.

So, here's a collage. Of the things AND people that make the biggest impact on me.

P.S. To those of you who have been cribbing about not being mentioned enough in my blog ( you know who you are) as opposed to a certain someone, here's to you. : D



Day 06

Your favourite superhero and why:







Captain Planet.


Do I really need to explain? The dude used his powers to help save the environment!! (And this was back when being environmental friendly wasn't the  "in" thing too. : P)

Day 05

A picture of somewhere you've been to:





I haven't actually been to that place, but it's a picture of a view from a bridge I regularly crossed to go to Guntur. And that is the river Krishna.

Okay, you won't admit that as a photo of the place I've been to? Fine.




^Tirupati. Happy? 


Day 04

A habit that you wish you didn't have:

I'm a giveuper. Yes, I am aware that such a term does not exist. However, it does not change the fact that I am one. I try something, and if it doesn't come to me easily (which, nothing, usually, does) I get frustrated and give up.

Day 03

A picture of you and your friends:

 I realized that I don't have ANY pics of the five of us together  :O

So, considering that I'm already late with this post, my sincerest apologies, here's one:





Pic from the NIE funfest 2006. We were participating in the Fun Carnival/parade event (and won!) Me as the Wicked Witch, Kt as a vampire, Ap as a faceless ghost, and Pj as the poor muggle who we did our evil magic on. Tee-hee. There was quite an elaborate plot for the parade (any guesses as to which twisted mind came up with it? :P)

N.S. is missing in the pic :(


 

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